Makan banyak dan sakit kepala

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I received a news. It was not a bad one, neither a good one. Tak tahu nak describe macam mana tapi after receiving the news, I don't feel good inside. Many questions came to my mind but I don't have the exact answer.

Untuk melegakan fikiran yang agak serabut, I try to be positive. Apa sahaja yang terjadi, sebenarnya telah ditentukan oleh Allah. Sepatutnya, sebagai manusia, kita harus bersyukur sebab segala yang berlaku adalah yang terbaik untuk kita. Mungkin kita tak suka dengan apa yang berlaku tapi kita sama sekali tak tahu apa yang akan berlaku pada masa hadapan. Allah knows and He knows BEST! He is the creator. He decides everything and He plans everything. Semuanya telah ditetapkan di Luh Mahfuz. Hanya kita yang tak tahu.

I choose not to talk about the news further because I'm afraid I could hurt somebody's feelings. Biarlah ia berlalu. Semoga satu hari, Allah akan tunjukkan kebaikan kepada diri ini tentang apa yang berlaku. Ameen..

Apa kena mengena title post ni dengan apa yang ditulis ya? Oh ya... bila I heard the news, my mind jadi tak keruan. I tend to eat a lot. Makan dan makan lagi. Makan pulak makanan yang berkolestrol tinggi tanpa memikirkan akibat. Lepas tu, I had a headache. Quite a severe one. Sekarang, kepala rasa sangat berat. Bila tunduk je sakit. Biar je la dulu.. Semoga Allah berikan diri ini ketenangan kembali. Ameen..

Bila nikmat itu ditarik..

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Two weeks ago, I noticed something was wrong with my face. Itchiness, redness and a bit of swollen. I did some trials and errors. Only these few days that I confirmed that it was due to the food that I took.

I had no problem in eating seafood before, namely prawn, cuttlefish and crab. Tapi, bila balik Saudi baru-baru ni, situation changed. I remember I ate sambal belacan a few times. I had only a bit of redness at first. After some times, my face got worse. Of course, I still didn't know the reason. Yes, I kept eating those seafood stuff. Makan sesuka hati. Sekarang, dah tahu kena be careful.

Actually, I don't like the part kena be careful tu. I plan (tapi tak tahu lah bila dapat materialize the plan) to meet the dermatologist anytime soon. Kalau ada ubat yang boleh subside the allergy and simultaneously I can enjoy the food that I like, bestnya!!!

Tapi itu lah.. bila nikmat yang kita selalu dapat itu ditarik balik oleh Allah, tiada lagi "semuanya boleh"...

tak suka rumah..

Masjid Sultan Ahmad Shah - Kuantan

Yes, it was hard to swallow when my girl told us she doesn't like to stay at home. She plans to sleep over at her friend's house. I saw her took some clothes for changing, this morning. I told her she is not allowed to go. She was upset. My husband asked her why she wanted to sleep over. She anwered, tak best duduk rumah.

What made she said that. What is about home that disgusted her. Is it home or is it the people inside the home. I tried to be rationalized before burst into tears. I asked her, "tak sayang ummi ke? tak sayang abah ke?" Her answers were all "sayang..". Habis tu, kenapa kata tak suka duduk rumah? Quiet...

She told us how she amazed her friend's house. How great the decoration of her friend's room was. However, she did complain about the food served during dinner. Vegetables! She never likes veges. After doing some little thinking, I concluded... everyone would once in a while need fresh air, going to some places new and enjoy having a different environment. It's not about do not like her house but it's about wants to breakfree of the routine. I persuaded her by stressing on the food serve. She wouldn't want to eat veges. She'll be hungry by sleeping over there. I guess that made her feel better ;).

start enjoying myelf

my lil girl who make me nuts sometimes

Dah lama tak rasa enjoy duduk rumah. Sejak Shahmey balik sekolah pukul 3 sama dengan kakak-kakak, I feel I'm having so much time at home. Banyak kerja rumah settle as soon as my 3 kids went to school. Suka tengok rumah kemas. Dulu, tak macam ni. I feel so very lazy nak buat apa-apa pun. Mungkin sebab I was busy with classes at Jalyat.

This semester my class is on Saturday and Wednesday. When Heba told me about the days, I was unsatisfied. I asked, why can't they shorten the gap between the 2 classes? However now, I'm happy about it. It's like a blessing in disguise. Having a 3 days gap make me feel like having a 3 day vacation.

Walaupun Sumeyyah ada kat rumah, dia tak buat sepah sangat bila she's alone. Dulu, masa ada Shahmey, they joinly menyepahkan rumah. Kemas pun tak guna sebab soon after that, sepah balik. Buat penat kemas je. Now, bila kemas rumah, lama sikit baru rumah tu sepah balik. At least until 3.20pm. Okaylah kan.. :D. Thank you Allah!